Lying under the white sheet
staring at the plain, smooth roof.
Twirling a strand of my hair,
trying aimlessly to gather my thoughts.
Want to taste the tear, gushing through my eye.
Want to feel it chilling my burning cheek.
Wondering, where is the pivot point of my life.
Suddenly, a melody spreads in my room
And my flesh starts turning sour,
goosebumps are tantalizing the surface of my bare arm.
I remember I heard that melody with you.
When you had your best garb on.
When I deemed in you and your
When I lived decades in few seconds.
When I felt complete and healed for
the first time.
When I felt secure in your arms.
When I rejoiced in your little successes.
But then, the mirror of perfection got
You provided me with my worst nightmare “Aloneness” and you left.
and you left.
As you wanted peace.
That my soul failed to give you.
But you said, you were a chaos.
Yes, you were right there, you
were indeed, a chaos.
But you didn’t tell me that you
were a thief too.
You stole my peace with great dexterity.
You deprived me of my only possession.
May you not have it!
I am slipping out of the bed now,
Taking heavy steps, fastly.
Blocking my ears, calming the
tumultuous waves inside me.
I have stopped the melody
and I am going to fool my organs
Like I did, when I was with you.